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Scheduled Readings
Friday-Sunday July 16-18, 2004
Sunday, July 24th, 2004
Reading at Once Upon A Silver Moon in
Oklahoma City
Friday-Sunday, November 19-21, 2004
Panda*monium, Oklahoma City
More to be confirmed
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An excerpt from "Mrs. Grady" found in
Pressure Points:
The snow has not started falling
heavily yet as bus Number Three of the Clagemore Public School makes
the turn on to Thorpe Road. The street is wet and shimmering; some
quality of the water suggests that freeze is coming, that heat is a
fleeting quantity. On the colder surfaces, flakes are clumping and
growing in cold white colonies. The bus chugs down Thorpe Road to
the appointed and customary stop, where a group of five children
stand shivering. The youngest of the children is Brittany Chandler,
age seven, first grade. Her older brother Kevin stands well apart
from her. He is in fifth grade and does not wish to become too well
associated with his sister. He wipes a trickle of snot from his
nose and stamps his feet. A cold morning, rapidly becoming colder.
The children board the bus,
Brittany wrinkling her nose at a smell she calls ‘farty’. The
driver says nothing. The door slides shut like an accordion losing
strength. Bus Number three rolls on.
Off Thorpe Road onto Rogers
Avenue, four blocks to the next stop. The snowfall accelerates, in
the true sense of the word, both falling more rapidly and slanting
at a new angle as an unforecast wind seizes
the reigns of the storm. Five students board here.
The bus is a Blue Bird TC2000,
manufactured in 1989. It seats 66 students, though it has never
been required to do so. Bus Number Three, on this route, ordinarily
transports 42 students.
But Renee Clausen, Mark Stover,
and Ashlee Johnson are out ill with the most providential flu of
their lives. All three Simer children are absent today, gone on a
trip with their parents, to sunny south Texas. They will sit in
front of their aunt’s television tonight, faces grown taut with
horror and the vacant, wasted absence of understanding.
That is tonight, hours away. Bus
Number Three chugs away from the curb on Rogers Avenue and heads
north. Rogers avenue is an aberration in Clagemore, Oklahoma, as
most north/south streets in this town are numbered, not named. Bus
Number Three turns left on Franklin Road and proceeds westward. The
sky is coughing significant amounts of snow now, and in the school
administration building, Harvey Jacobs is fuming at the
meteorologists for blowing it yet again. If he could peer at the
future waiting to fall like a coarse black hammer . . But of course
he can not. No one can. We all live in a sort of ignorance.
The driver of Bus Number Three
turns on the wipers. He pulls to a stop in front of the Simmons
house on Franklin Street, where four children run up the bus steps,
filled with hot chocolate that Adelle Simmons gave them a few
minutes ago. Adelle Simmons suffered a miscarriage a month ago, and
tonight she will take her husbands shotgun, used so recently to hunt
doves, and she will remove the top of her own head. It will be left
to the reader to determine if her suicide is connected to the events
unfolding now, but I rather suspect it is.
Bus Number Three jumbles and
growls down Franklin road. The children aboard are uncustomarily
quiet. Many of them stare out the windows at the snowstorm, breath
fogging windows. You could call it peaceful, and why not?
The next stop is also on Franklin
Road, where eight children climb aboard. Heather Pheeters, Angie
Mccally, Shannon Stork, and Ann Kelly are in the same fourth grade
class and are best friends and chatter like a troop of monkeys,
mostly about how cold they are. Behind them, Greg Cooper stumbles
on a step due to the fact that he is trying to walk while engrossed
in an X-Men comic book.
The doors slide shut like a frozen
whisper.
Bus Number Three of the Clagemore
Public School District makes another left turn, this time to Allen
street, and the next to last stop. Seven children this time. Now
the bus fills with warmth, and some chatter, some freshly awoken
mischeif. Ol’ Ed Tolliver, the driver of this route, does not
tolerate the merest mischeif. Mischeif is his favorite word, at
least the favorite that he may use on the bus, in front of
children. But Tolliver isn’t here this morning, and the substitute
driver hasn’t said a word.
(Ed Tolliver is, at this moment,
trying to scream. He isn’t having a great deal of success.
This is because he no longer
possesses a throat to scream with. You will understand the
difficulties this presents. He slaps a hand to the wet and burning
gap beneath his chin and reaches with the other toward the gray and
white dog with the bloody muzzle. A moment ago, the dog’s eyes
blazed, but now the animal looks as confused as Tolliver himself.
Tolliver stumbles back against the tree in his back yard and slides
down the trunk. He has been engaged in the standoff with this dog
for over an hour now, and a moment ago his rage toward missing the
bus run boiled over and he said, “Oh, f’Pete’s sake!” and stepped
toward his back door. And the dog leapt. Now missing the bus run
seems trivial. Now everything seems trivial. Now Ed Tolliver,
second born of Joseph and Oda Tolliver, husband to the late Sascha
Catherine Tolliver, father to Stan Tolliver, pop-pop to Mark and
Teddy Tolliver of Tulsa, Oklahoma, now Ed Tolliver dies.)
Bus Number Three hits the last
stop, which typically is where the most children wait. This morning
is no different. Eight children stand by the street, puffing little
white ghosts of breath, snow battering them and accumulating on
their small shoulders. The door of the bus opens like a welcoming
mouth and they pour in.
From here, Bus Number Three
proceeds on it’s normal route for a time. But at Main Street, where
it would turn left toward Clagemore Elementary, the bus turns
right. It is snowing very heavily indeed now, and sticking as
well. The weather people are flummoxed; their models all called for
warming, not this freak storm. As a consequence, everyone is
running late, unprepared for this early blast of winter. Almost no
one pays attention to Bus Number Three running westward. Away from
the center of town. Toward the highway that leads to the
interstate, to the wide world beyond.
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